I’m going to have to stay off social networks until Friday or some shit because people are all like, “OMG WHY AREN’T YOU GOING TO THE AMC?!” 

And I’m sitting at home staring at my laptop like,

and

I wish I could go, but I can’t because rules suck.

BUT PLEASE TAKE ME WITH YOU.

(Source: ninalunar)

catharticecstvsy:

“I’m up,” they said.

You see how Nico stay violating? 

bonesofbirch:

you are allowed to terminate toxic relationships

you are allowed to walk away from people who hurt you

you are allowed to be angry and selfish and unforgiving

you don’t owe anyone an explanation for taking care of yourself

(Source: )

▷ I am a mess.

1. I was asked to speak at a rally tomorrow in front of City Hall about homelessness and the lack of shelter beds/resources for homeless youth.
2. We were told about this rally on Friday.
3. I have no speech prepared.
4. I have had no time to work on a speech because my life consist of going to meetings and actually doing other work.
5. And sleeping when I get home because I don’t have the energy to do anything else.
6. My girlfriend is leaving to Detroit for a week.
7. I am going to miss him.
8. I wish I could go because I really need to get out of New York for a couple of days.
9. These fools are still here and I really don’t understand why.
10. I am pretty over the bullshit.
11. Everyone’s bullshit.
12. All I really want is peace. 
13. That doesn’t mean peace with anyone specific.
14. I want to have a sense of peace and calmness in my life.
15. There is so much work I have to do and I don’t know where the fuck I’m going to find the time to do it.
16. I have been hella emotional today.
17. I am a fighter man, but I’m so tired of fighting ya’ll.
18. I just don’t have it in me.
19. Even when I keep pushing myself to go, go, go…
20. I don’t have it in me.
21. I really just want to cry right now.
22. I want to sleep.
23. I want to cry.
24. I don’t want to write this speech.
25. I don’t want to speak at this rally tomorrow.
26. I just don’t want to do shit but take care of myself.
27. I just hate everything right now.
28. I’m irritated at the fact that I’m annoyed.
29. Annoyed at the fact that I’m annoyed that I’m annoyed.
30. I think ya’ll get the point.

fotojournalismus:

Brazil June 17, 2013

1. A military police officer pepper sprays a protester during a demonstration in Rio de Janeiro, Brazil, on Monday, June 17, 2013. (Victor R. Caivano/AP)

2. Protestors are reflected on the glass of a building, left, as they march in Rio de Janeiro, Brazil, Monday, June 17, 2013. Protests in Sao Paulo, Rio de Janeiro and other Brazilian cities, set off by a 10-cent hike in public transport fares, have clearly moved beyond that issue to tap into widespread frustration in Brazil about a heavy tax burden, politicians widely viewed as corrupt and woeful public education, health and transport systems and come as the nation hosts the Confederations Cup soccer tournament and prepares for next month’s papal visit. (Felipe Dana/AP)

3. Demonstrators march in Rio de Janeiro downtown on June 17, 2013, against higher public transportation fares and the use of public funds to disrupt international football tournaments. (Christophe Simon/AFP/Getty Images)

4. Demonstrators face riot police during one of the many protests around Brazil’s major cities in Belo Horizonte June 17, 2013. (Pedro Vilela/Reuters)

5. Demonstrators shout anti-government slogans behind a banner during one of many protests around Brazil’s major cities in Sao Paulo June 17, 2013. (Alex Almeida/Reuters)

6. A demonstrator shouts at police during a protests in front of the Brazilian National Congress in Brasilia, Brazil, Monday, June 17, 2013. (Eraldo Peres/AP)

7. Policemen arrest students during a protest at the National Congress, on June 17, 2013 in Brasilia. (Evaristo Sa/AFP/Getty Images)

8. A demonstrator argues with police during a protest against the Confederation’s Cup and the government of Brazil’s President Dilma Rousseff in Brasilia June 17, 2013. (Ueslei Marcelino/Reuters)

9. Protestors march in Rio de Janeiro, Brazil on June 17, 2013. (Felipe Dana/AP)

10. A demonstrator waves a Brazilian flag by a burning a car in downtown Rio de Janeiro June 17, 2013. (Sergio Moraes/Reuters)

malformalady:

Jaundice is a condition caused by the accumulation of bilirubin in the body, leaving a yellowish appearance to the patient’s skin, mucus membranes and/or eyes.

Blessed are the cracked, for they shall let in the light.

Groucho Marx (via penseesduchoeur)

(Source: the-healing-nest)

▷ how to decode a person with an anxiety disorder

lundibix:

This is by far one of the most important things I’ve seen on tumblr because It describes things I was not able to

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I’m still at work, waiting for my partner to get out of her meeting and the more I sit here, the more down I feel. My spirit just feels bruised and scarred. It feels like someone has been cutting over scars over and over again. I just feel worn out and emotionally tired. I wish there was time. I wish we didn’t live in a capitalist society where money is seen as the root of all your problems. Where people didn’t look at you as a failure for wanting to just wake up and stay in bed for a couple of days. Where calling out of work because sometimes the struggle is too real and the weight of the world is beginning to crush you, was okay. Where people understood that a capitalist society doesn’t care if you’re dying or not - as long as their making a profit off of you someway, somehow. I just feel down and I need to find a way to sustain myself. I need to find the time through all these tasks to take care of myself, because I matter. Because this world wasn’t created to sustain me and I need to sustain myself because if we disappear, then who will lead this movement for change? If we die off like they want us to, then what happens to our history? We need to find a way to sustain ourselves because we matter.